I'm not sure if I can say that "I feel you" exactly since I'm not informed about your private situation, but I've been passing through difficulties recently as well and I understand your reasoning behind your decision of taking a break from the site.
Hit me up if you ever need to talk while you're on this spectral state, I'll be glad to lend you a hand over if you need it. In the meantime, take care, and until you decide to come back. We'll be waiting for you, ChronoNG.
DweamCaster
welp! see ya next time you come back!